Tonight you're spending the night at grandma & grandpa's. And I miss you. I miss knowing you're just a few steps away from me.
Tomorrow you become a big brother. It's a big responsibility but I know you're up for it. You're a good boy with a kind, giant heart.
It's me tonight feeling overwhelmed by it all. Will I be able to love two as much as I love you? My heart already feels like bursting just from the love I have for you and your daddy.
Will I be a good mother to two? Make you both know how special and wanted and loved you are? Will I be able to foster a love between the two of you that will last until the end of your days?
These are the questions on my mind tonight. I am praying about them. Knowing God is the only one who can guide me.
I love you, PB. More than you will ever know. And I promise with every cell of my being, I will do everything to be the best mommy I can.
With all the love in my heart,
Mommy
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